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Joan, you must go but remember you have your daughter with you who can speak up for you if it gets a bit difficult.

They will be looking at if your home can be made into a suitable living space to accommodate all of hubby's needs. You have said already that the bathroom is upstairs and he cannot manage a bath. I'm guessing after asking you lots of questions etc, someone may well want to come and look at your house before any decisions are made.

At the end of the day, he probably cannot stay permanently in the cottage hospital?

So the choices will be either, certain adaptation's could be made to your home to accommodate him or sadly maybe he would have to go into a care home.

Either way, this will be a difficult meeting for you and daughter but together you can support the decisions together.

They may ask you about your own health etc to see if you are able to be hubby's carer so make sure you tell them what your own health issues are etc.

I wish you all the luck and hope for a solution that will be beneficial for hubby and yourself.

I have finally replied with 3 cards to friends and now up to date with all their news etc.

Still some of my "concocted" soup from yesterday which to be fair was very tasty. So I had 1 packet of bread mix in and just thrown that in the bread maker to have later on. Should be ready by 5.30 pm.

Still some frost beside the fences which wont defrost now as the sun has moved round. Think it will be another hard frost tonight as well.

Well I'm progressing swiftly through my list of jobs to do for the week so shall carry on for a bit and see how far I get but def not doing ironing this afternoon!!

Florence in the hebrides

Joan, make sure you have primed your daughter with everything you want to say, then if you can't she can.

Sometimes the Occupational therapy team will do home visits prior to discharge to check to see what is needed, hopefully they will do that and see the problems for themselves.

Good luck with it all.

Joan, It might be a bit daunting, but what you have to say is very important.
Remember that although the staff are aware of his medical needs, after a long and happy time together, you know your husband best, so in a way you will be speaking on his behalf with an awareness of his needs and yours in his on-going care.
Maybe in the quiet of your own home today, you could write a few key points, which you want them to consider or questions you need answering.

You don't come over as someone who is timid.
Your voice and opinions are valid and important, so stand your ground.
Will be thinking of you <3

A bitterly cold chill in the air today, but no actual frost on the grass or pavements, when I walked to school.
Definitely a day to try out my new thermal clothing.!
The birdbath was frozen though, but not thick ice. A pigeon took a look and flew to a tree branch in disgust at not getting it's usual drink.Within a minute or two it was back to see if anything had changed :-S before giving it up as a bad job.
At least there was no repeat of yesterday's snow dusting.

I am so sorry Joan that you are facing such a stressful time, but remember that this is only a preliminary meeting to discuss what is best for your hubby. Nothing is going to happen instantly, it never does in the NHS. Unless they are still stabilising his medical needs, staying in the cottage hospital won’t be a long term option as the beds are in such demand as you found out when you were waiting for one.
The occupational therapists always have to do a home visit, but they aren’t judging you, they are just there to help by providing any equipment you need. Sadly it sounds as if his needs are more than your home can provide for and you may be needing to look for a care home. If you have to choose that option, you will be doing it because of your love for him, so that he can have twenty four hour care

Well, the estate agent just rang to say that the young couple who also saw the house on Saturday made us an offer as well. They are in rented, so would have been a good bet, if the second couple hadn’t already offered us 10k more. Having been told that we had accepted a higher offer, they insisted that the estate agent contact us to see if we would change our minds if they beat that offer. The estate agent wasn’t keen, but he had to ask us We aren’t taking part in gazumping, in any case the older couple have already contacted our previous buyers who have agreed to sell them the searches and survey which should really speed things up.

I hope Joan is coping with her meeting today <3

Hi to all, First of all thankyou so much for all the kind words & thoughts re the meeting this morning.
Hmm, the meeting ! not at all what I was expecting, only "official" person there was the Occupational Therapist, then our daghter me & hubby !
I wasn't impressed & actually end up in tears, as the chat was all about hubbys needs, My needs didn't come into it !

I know full well that hubby has to be catered for but I am the one who will at the end of the day be doing most of the caring.
Hubby would get carer/s for his daily needs, a District nurse to deal with his illness, dressings for his cancer wound, & the changing of his Supra Pubic Cathetar, no carers through the night, that's down to me though I would have to call on our daughter if I needed her help in the early hours !

We will need extra sockets fitted for the hospital bed, & space to accomodate the bed, over bed table, commode, bedside unit.
We would have to have extra sockets installed as there are not many in any of the rooms, I find that worrying as our supply is very old, never been re-wired in our time ( 39yrs) & I would be concerned about overload ! & I am left worrying about that & of any cost that we might have to pay for !
All the rooms are short of sockets but I have managed over the years.

Not at all sure what the position would be re hubby if the power goes off, which happens often here.
The OT didn't want to hear my side of things at all, which is when the tears came !
I have asked for someone to come to the house to check out the prperty as the OT didn't seem to take on board what I was pointing out re the room sizes !

So that's where we left it, hubby wants to come home but as I say no-one is thinking about how I will manage, I'm 77yrs old not 17yrs, & not 100% healthwise.
All this makes me seem very selfish but I am thinking about hubby in all of this, he could end up back in hospital or elsewhere if I become ill or find it all too difficult to cope with !

Someone is coming to see the house tomorrow, another OT, should be interesting to hear what she has to say.

Joan.

It always seems strange that the 2nd person in the house doesn’t count. Carers are not even allowed to give the 2nd person any help at all. So it is one cup of tea, one sandwich etc.

I’m so glad you’ve got an OT coming out. Hopefully a different one. They will see the state of your rooms and, just as important, hoe easy it is, or not, to actually get to your home.

I think in England, others will confirm, that not all the changes needed are out of your own purse.

Good luck tomorrow.

I think that's dreadful, Joan.

Of course they are primarily concerned with your husband's welfare - but your own health and wellbeing have a big effect on that.

Do tell tomorrow's OT all your concerns.
It may be easier than it would have been today, when your husband was listening, and when you might not have wanted to sound as if you didn't want him to be at home.

Will your daughter be able to be there too, to reinforce what you say?

If they still think your house is suitable - and it certainly doesn't sound so to me - I fear you will be expected to fund the adaptations.

However, you may be able to get a grant from your local council.
Your local Social Services Dept may also be able to help, or at least advise.

There's quite a lot of info in this link:

https://www.gov.scot/publications/funding-adaptations-home-guide-homeowners/pages/0/

Afternoon all.
Oh dear Joan, that's not helpful when people don't listen.

Surely to goodness they realise how old you are!! Yes what happens when the power goes off or during the night? Are you supposed to be the equivalent of a "night carer/nurse?"

I hope your daughter can be with you for the home visit tomorrow. Stand your ground and make them realise how old your house is and that really it's not suitable. Maybe your daughter can get some advice from Social Services as well.

Will be thinking of you tomorrow <3

I had a quiet day except for a basket of ironing. I had the xmas table cloths to iron and put away for another year(3 in total).

Been working on a friends family tree this afternoon and made a little progress!

Shall be speaking to dad later and find out about repairing his conservatory roof, no doubt there will be a long saga there as nothing ever straight forward with him bless him!

Think my tea tonight will be a tuna sandwich with the home made bread as not very hungry today.

Was heavy frost again today but did melt away.Very damp and no wind and feels cold so heating on full blast. Mums boiler was getting a service today so hopefully all went ok as not heard anything to the contrary.

Right need to do some more tree work before teatime.

Florence in the hebrides

Thankyou names & Argyllgran for your input.

Yes Argyll I think you could be correct about hubby being there today, I did find it difficult to say what I wanted to say especially about MY needs which doesn't seem to be on the agenda !.
Our daughter will be here tomorrow, however she agrees with todays OT person & sees no problem with her dad coming home, but even though she has been a good help to me she isn't going to be here on hand 24/7 & things will fall to me in between the nurses & carers visits !

If it is decided that part of the dining room can house the hospital bed etc, night times are going to be hard for me, the D room is downstairs & my bedroom is upstairs, not ideal if hubby needs me during the early ours perhaps having to go up & down them more than once !

Both hubby & daughter agree with each other about him coming home, but they are not seeing the bigger picture, hubby isn't going to get better,we know that, therefore things are going to get more difficult as time goes on, I'm dreading not being able to do all the things I want to do for him & hubby then having to move out of the house at some point because I am ill.

With regards to any adaptations within the house, that's not an option, we just don't have the money.
I am already stressed what with hubbys illness & now this latest issue & I am left wondering how I will cope & for how long.

Thankyou for listening, I don't know what I would do without being able to talk to you all.

Joan.

Life gets so difficult doesn't it. Of course you'd all like him to be home but maybe you need to be tough with your daughter and ask her what happens when you are snowed in or you have fallen in the dark during a power cut. Or the carer can't get in because the tanker has blocked the road again?

If you can't afford changes to the house how will you pay for his home care after the free weeks are over?

Oh dear Joan, It is all very well saying that he will get carers during the day, but I have been through this twice with my parents and it can be a nightmare. For a start, they only come at a time to suit their routine not yours. They have to go to diabetics for “ normal “ mealtimes, so would be turning up at ten am to give him breakfast and coming at four pm to put him to bed. My mum had given him breakfast hours before they turned up.
If your husband has a catheter, how is he supposed to get out of bed to use a commode? It sounds like he can’t get in and out by himself, so you would need to help him.
Sadly your daughter doesn’t seem to be supporting you and is wanting to get her dad home as if that will magically make him better. My sister was totally unrealistic about my parents care as well, she had scales on her eyes, but then she didn’t live nearby so wasn’t the one shouldering the every day care
You must really put your foot down with your daughter and not let her ignore you

Perhaps you could ask your GP for his/her opinion, taking into account your health, age, etc.
Perhaps he/she would write a letter to say you are physically unfit to be your husband's main carer?
Let him/her see how stressed you are already. Don't try to be brave!

With a bit of luck, when the OT actually sees the house, they may realise it 's not suitable in any case.

I agree with Linda - you must put your foot down.

Hello Linda & Florence, thankyou.

The money side for carers hasn't been mentioned, but I will bring that subject up tomorrow, I am really stressing now & hubby isn't home yet.
I am more than capable to make his & my meals we don't need carers to do that & I will put my foot down about that.

I was told the carers would be there to wash him, & help him re the commode, but what if he doesn't "perform" (sorry to be graphic) when they are here, I won't be able to hold him up to get him on to it, he has next to no mobility, & at the moment requires the use of a contraption called a steady(sp) which goes right upto the edge of the bed & all he does is (with help) step onto the seated item, a brilliant thing but no use in my house, they don't run over carpeting, & I'm damned if I'm going to take up the carpets to accommodate one.

Joan.

I,m on my iPad so can’t send the links. I found it confusing but it looks as though personal and nursing care is free in Scotland.

In principle, yes, but it depends on the level of risk assessed, and it can vary from one local council to another.

It also doesn't include the cost of any adaptations to the person's home.

https://www.gov.scot/publications/free-personal-nursing-care-qa/

It also depends on the availability of carers, who are thin on the ground in some places.

Joan, I also agree, you need to go and see your GP and explain how you are feeling and how it is upsetting you because you will find it too difficult to manage say through the night etc and also you cant afford the adaptations.
Let him see how upsetting it is for you.

As you said, all very well daughter wanting her dad back home with you but....what if you are snowed in and she cant get to to help? There is an awful lot she needs to consider which I as you said don't think she is looking at the bigger picture.

Also what if the carers couldnt get to you, what then?

See how quick you can get an appointment tomorrow.

Hoping for a solution to suit you as well as hubby.

Florence in the hebrides

AG, hope that site helps Joan. I couldn’t quite understand the one I looked at.

I keep looking in to see if there is any news from Joan <3

Hello Linda & everyone else looking in.
Not the best of days for me re talking to folk, had a sudden meeting with a care manager which was hard going, for me at least.
Daughter & I had just got back from doing my weekly shop when this person phoned daughter to ask if she would meet up this morning, I wasn't mentioned until daughter said that I would want to be included in the meeting & the care manager agreed !

We had to go back to town to meet up with her only to find that she was already talking to hubby about things, & she went on to say that hubby was saying he wants to go home, & as a result of that she proceeded to suggest what equipment he would require & how often he would need daily carers.

I wasn't happy about that because MY needs were just ignored, no other options were discussed with him should going home not be an option, they just decided as he wanted home then that was that !
Another meeting has been arranged for next week..

This afternooon the 2nd OT arrived to view the house & decided that the dining room was the best option for hubby to use, he would be provided with a hospital bed, a steady, a commode & an over bed table, & carers 4 times a day.
Hubby wasn't happy about the 4 times a day & neither was I, there would be NO carers during the night but there are lots of people we could contact who would come out to him in an emergency !

I was told the bed would have to be situated in the centre of the floor leaving very little room to get round the bed with all the other equipment in the same room, & where & am supposed to put the dining room furniture & how I am supposed to keep the room clean with such clutter, GOD only knows.

I am sooo upset at the pressure that is being put on me & have shed a lot of tears today.
I am concerned about his safety & for that matter I am also concerned for MY wellbeing as hubby would rather I care for him as much as possible as he doesn't want carers coming too often, but in saying that even though hubby is a priotity case carers are thin on the ground so who knows what might happen if none turn up !!
We would also have the District nurses coming.

The proffessionals don't seem at all concerned about ME !
Not a good day.

Rant over, Thanks for reading & listening.

Joan.